Once Bitten meant twice shy?

Suppose to meet dd to view the unit today, little do i noe she went to wakeboard again. And u noe wat? she is LATE again.... she was suppose to pick me up to go to the unit together, because I sneaked out of office... not through proper channels->still on probation, no leave to take. Grrh... in the end i had to spend $9.90 to take cab n rush there from office... very risky cos i might b spotted taking cab, and that will send tongues wagging, that's why i suggest dd come fetch me... reduce the risk..

I was VERY ANGRY then, not because she was late or wat, but because i just dunno wat she's thinking in her brain, if made promise, MUST keep it... else DON'T make at all... I am sure many people dun wan to hear empty promises...
Anyway I also find it hard to deceive myself that WAKEBOARDING is more any more important than house viewing... I dun mind taking a risk just to see the unit...
Frankly speaking, I am starting to dislike the WAKEBOARDING thing. I don't see any fun in it..

firstly, it's boring, -> u hold on to a string and let the boat pull u ... u just try to keep balance
costly, pls this type of "sport", u need a boatman, boat and the gear... will NEVER be cheap
USELESS, i don't see how this can qualify as a sport, trying to keep ur balance is a sport? then u might as well try to balance on a giant ball, more effective right?

anyway i was so angry just now that i was contemplating the idea of withdrawing the application. dd's attitude, it seems to be that she uninterested like tat... wan to buy also she but looking at her lax attitude, i m very worried tat in the end, i will b the only one keeping the whole idea afloat. rather hurt now then b sorry later... though she promised that she will help me make the house work but u see from today's episode her promises to me are seldom fufilled...

There are many tivial things (to me) that i can compromise but not important things...

1st time during the application i can excuse, but i told her sternly that time liao that this is not the right attitude, nv did i noe she will repeat this again.


My views:
If want house then play less, else just continue to play forget abt the house
Promise people only things u can do it don't make promises u can't keep
Plan before u act/speak
When u are in the wrong, don't act/speak as if u are right, it just make people more angry
so difficult to say "sorry" than to speak harshly meh?
Get ur priorities clear, decide on wat's more important and wat's not
Show some remorse when u noe u are wrong... and not try to defend urself wif funny logics

worse, the stupid HDB agent is 45mins late... Grrr... wanted to tell her off, but then later think deeper, she will be handling the "defects" for us so had to give her some "face" and spare her now...

The whole house thingy is making me so tired....so much things to think, so much things to decide

Tell off dd just now, dunno whether she can LISTEN or not... Need to sit down and trash out many things, find out wat she wants and not waste anybody's time, effort and money...
else i really dunno wat to do... really very very very tired already...

went to geylang after that, just to eat wif my colleagues lah...cos some of them gg Germany for training soon...had dim sum, beef hor fan, tou hua and you tiao and bitter guilin gao... all in small portions... nice to eat leh...then jalan jalan there a while come back liao...
took some pics of the place...