I don't know why these few days I've been jittery. I keep fearing that dd will not be able to save $. Or fear that even if she do manage to save, her $ will be siphon off by some people. I know dd dun like me to keep bringing this up and I kept telling myself not to think about this matter, I dun know why I just can't. Maybe it's because I had high hopes for our future. Or mabbe it's because I still can't get over the fact that i help dd to purchase her car but now I am left with nothing.
Or it's the combination of both. I guess it's the fear of losing everything. I've no choice, I've to write it down somewhere..
I am left puzzled, previously, she's so adamant that she put her savings into our OUB acct to keep them away from the prying eyes of her mum, but now all of a suddenly she's dropped her interest totally, very unwilling to do so. a full 180 degrees change. I know their family's spending habits that's why I still think it's a better idea to keep them in a safe place. I will NEVER touch the $. Maybe it's beacause she is afraid that I will runaway with her $. If we can't even have the simple trust between us then how are we gg to live together in the future?
I guess the best thing for me to do now is to forget the whole matter, and leave everything to fate, do it in her family's style if got $ then marry if no $ then wait.. wait.. wait... Guess that's the only way to keep all of us happy, at least most...
All I need now is answer, an assurance from dd that she will safeguard her $ carefully and keep steering towards our common cause. Somehow or rather I feel that she's hiding something from me and i feel it's some $ things. perharps i am too sensitive, afterall to me, there's suppose to be no secrets between us.
Must quickly forget the whole thing and be happy again...
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i did not hide anything from you. in fact i told u everything. I admit that somehow there are some spending habits which are consider bad in my family. but i assure u that i will safe guard my savings anot not touch the money in my DBS bank.
I just simply dun understand y u kept on insisting that i will runaway and u are left with nothing especially u help me to purchase sunshine. I do not hav any of the intention. Just that when u ask me those questions, i feel tat stress is pilling up and i realli feel sandwiched btn u n my parents. Please try to understand, they are my parents, the one who giv me life, without them, there wont b me. Just like u. I am sure u wont wan to b sandwiched btwn me n yur parents rite? i always feel tat it is children rights to giv parents money when they are working. no matter how much. But i will not say for my brother cos i still cant see his actions yet. bt, we are totally 2 different ppl.
I told u i put 1k in te uob but u are te one say dun wan. but now u are te one say i forget. sometimes i realli confused over wat u are trying to do n trying to say. which one realli means it.
Lastly, i realli do wish tat the money issues will not strain our R/s cos i think it has been starting to cause stress in me.
Whatever u wan to say, I dun wish to tok abt this matter anymore. but i must clarify something. If u would recall a few months back, u said u wan to put the $ u wan to save into OUB cos u dun wan ur parents to find out u got $. Then I say dun wan, wan u to save urself into ur DBS. Then u insist that u wan to put into OUB and we quarrel over this remember? then I said OK u put the $ into OUB. then later u said u wan to asve until $1k then u put in, cos u dun wan to keep moving $ very farnie. Then after ur parents found out abt ur car, and not more than 3-4 weeks ago, u said that tis month u wan to put $ in. I dun think my mem have failed me, but I believe this is the whole sequence of events. Now who's making who confused?
OK enough of all these, I dun wan to care anymore...u just go do what u think is right, I will not say anymore word abt this anymore. Take that I am forever wrong ok watever I do u also wun appreciate..
CASE CLOSED...
i am beri tired now. i wish everything has not happen. i did rem saying that i will put but u are te one saying its ok to save in my dbs. i am sick of all these. if u recall, u hav deleted away te post yurself.
anyway, i spoil yur bag, i will buy one to return u. i dun wan u saying anything abt i spoil yur bag or anything like tat anymore.
i am beri beri tired. it seems tat everytime we fight it revolves abt money. money money money. is it all in yur eyes only? why u always think i will runaway? realli. i think i dun understand u anymore.
u just tell me yur bank account. i will transfer the money to u. mayb u treat it as te loan i repay u for the car. te rest of te 1k i will repay u bk asap.
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