thinking...."the true luxury is space"

All tat was in my mind now is the incoming house.. ya haha can't help it afterall it's a big thing right?
although realised that it may be abit lugi to buy it now cos we have to pay the insurance, this tax,that fee all all the crap even though we are not gg to stay in it... but i think i shld b able to cope lah...
very anxious to accumulate the estimated $50k for marriage, thinking of stocks at 1 pt but i think the risk is still far to high for me... so i guess i have to honestly save lor...no choice my target is to move into the house in 2 years time frm now... seriously hope to do do ...Gambatte!!
the more i think of it, i think it's right to buy a house now, espeically because of dd.... ya because of her spending habits, i think even if 2 years frm now, her savings will still remain @ current position, think not much change frm 2 years ago.. u see, after working for about 4 mths, i've already saved $5k... which is more than the amt she can save in 2-3yrs (using current standards). Think if there's nothing for her to save for, she will just spend all her $$.. thus making her save for the house is a good excuse haha hopefully this can motivate her... even though the car thing is a fiasco... *sigh*
nvm i gotta lugi $2000++ in the process

hopefully can get a pay rise next year else when the study loan comes in even harder for me to save the $1200 liao...maybe gotta frop to $1100

I think the best thing now i can do is not to think so much lor, just dun anyhow spend my $$ and just let nature takes it's course..

Been thinking also, whether we have been too greedy to buy such a big house which cost abt 2x the price of a 4rm in sembawang... maybe it's too big if there's only 2 of us + 1 dog.. according to the views of a reader in today, "true Luxury is space"(this guy was commenting on the people who bought small small condos thinking they are buying luxury), i think perharps we are paying for the luxury...another important factor is dd, i dunno why i have a soft spot for her, i will always try to do watever that pleases her, i noe she wans to stay in big house(mabbe it's cos she's been staying in a small 3 rm one all her life, so she wanted a change).. thus if it's within my means i usually will give in to her... dunno she realised it or not.. from Net MD player, handphones to cameras..even tours.. haiz think i shall be under her manipulation for life.. hehe perharps this is love?

didn't go running today cos the PSI hit 105 in the evenings.. better be safe than sorry..
be a good good boi, according to dd... hehe