Me,Myself and My love

Long time no blog cos now is exam period so gotta bury myself with my books(sorry shld b notes) suddenly got some feelings... so here I am...
Actually just finished watching a "Taiwanese idol drama" so that's the inspiration for the "feelings"

Actually all i wanted to say is tat I am just a ordinary man, I do not belong to the league of those super "gentleman" or "lovers". I am not as noble as them, I don't think I can practise the "If U love a person than let her go find her own happiness". Somehow I cannot comprehend the tot of "if she's happy, then I am happy no matter who she is with".

I admit that I am a possessive person, I am just an ordinary person. All I know is if I love a person, I wan to be with her forever. I wan to love her and take care of her forever and make her happy if it's within my means. I dare not say that I am very good at it now but I am trying... I don't mind hardships, being labelled as "unfillial". I believe in wat I am doing and I have a clear conscience. After all a couple should share woe and weal. Isn't it the case? I admit that sometimes I did something that dd dun like and we end up quarreling but I can say that watever I do is not on impulse, just like my feelings for dd. Sometimes there are things that I must do. Afterall a ship that have not gone through storms cannot be considered a good ship right?

I heard something frm the radio, which I find quite meaningful, "of all your love ones, the only one who will follow u all the way is ur sprouse, so he/she shld occupy a special place in your heart and be closet to u"

I have neither a dog nor car but even if I had, everything will still remain the same. dd will always occupy the no.1 spot in my heart... No matter how many things i will have in the future, this will always remain the case.

I do not and dare not ask for much in return, all I wan is to be with my dd for my present short stay on this earth. I know tat I am not very good with words.....