Me,Myself and My love

Long time no blog cos now is exam period so gotta bury myself with my books(sorry shld b notes) suddenly got some feelings... so here I am...
Actually just finished watching a "Taiwanese idol drama" so that's the inspiration for the "feelings"

Actually all i wanted to say is tat I am just a ordinary man, I do not belong to the league of those super "gentleman" or "lovers". I am not as noble as them, I don't think I can practise the "If U love a person than let her go find her own happiness". Somehow I cannot comprehend the tot of "if she's happy, then I am happy no matter who she is with".

I admit that I am a possessive person, I am just an ordinary person. All I know is if I love a person, I wan to be with her forever. I wan to love her and take care of her forever and make her happy if it's within my means. I dare not say that I am very good at it now but I am trying... I don't mind hardships, being labelled as "unfillial". I believe in wat I am doing and I have a clear conscience. After all a couple should share woe and weal. Isn't it the case? I admit that sometimes I did something that dd dun like and we end up quarreling but I can say that watever I do is not on impulse, just like my feelings for dd. Sometimes there are things that I must do. Afterall a ship that have not gone through storms cannot be considered a good ship right?

I heard something frm the radio, which I find quite meaningful, "of all your love ones, the only one who will follow u all the way is ur sprouse, so he/she shld occupy a special place in your heart and be closet to u"

I have neither a dog nor car but even if I had, everything will still remain the same. dd will always occupy the no.1 spot in my heart... No matter how many things i will have in the future, this will always remain the case.

I do not and dare not ask for much in return, all I wan is to be with my dd for my present short stay on this earth. I know tat I am not very good with words.....

ATROCIOUS!

Atrocious I think is the word to describe the scene I saw on the bus yesterday it goes like this.
I was taking bus 67 home, there was alot of people so I have to stand in the middle of the bendy bus.. there was this indian couple smootching just beside me. Cos I was standing at an angle so although I was beside them, I can still see wat they are doing. Hugging, kissing those kind of stuffs ..still alright then I dunno why then suddenly the gal reach out and grab the guy's u-know-where. Right in front of so many "audiences"(the passengers, rem the bus was crowded). The gal doesn't seem embaressed at all... thenI think the guy dunno said wat to the gal. then take her handbag which he was holding and place it just in front of his pant's zipper. And then the gal did the same groping again...think these last for 5mins ..dunno whether the guy got "retaliate" or not can't see cos the gal was back facing me ... wah can't they wait until they are at home meh? want to let so many ppl see "free" show... Atrocious!